Nicky is schizophrenic. In another time and place, Nicky’s clan looked to her for wisdom and spiritual guidance. In today’s bargain, she works in an office. She is undervalued and she feels it. Her distress plays out in ways unfamiliar to her colleagues. They edge her out. Cue more distress, triggering a medical process, or a carceral one. She will be quietened beneath pharmaceuticals or behind bars until she can once again perform “normal”.
The Consistency Paradigm
A fabric of expectations holds together THE DEAL™ in which we live. We’re expected, for example, to partner with…
When winter has an effect on our mood and we can’t push through an unchanged work schedule, the doctor’s certificate might indicate a disorder. You might even say it yourself. But there is nothing unnatural about it. You are healthy if you respond to the onset of winter by slowing your metabolism, resisting social contact, and staying indoors. The desire to hibernate doesn’t feel bad. Shame does.
Democritus said vexation can be measured in the distance between expectation and result. Our results aren’t disordered. It’s the expectations round here — they’re absurd:
Be a man or a woman. Be a nuclear family. Be a full time worker. Have perfect teeth. Teach your kids the school curriculum and work full time from home. If you have one. Redesign your workflow ready for Zoom on Monday. Be comfortable under fluorescent lights. Be calm when you’re scared. Be consistent. Work on yourself. Be confident. Watch the news. Be optimistic. Be rational. Smile. Don’t cry. Not here. Smile for a photo with your oppressor.
Anger is a sane response. What happens next is the thing. If your expression is bottled, the trouble starts.
“how’s your mental health?”
“well let’s see, Sigmund. I’m quite pissed off…